22-12-09

Greatest of '09




And my personal fave :


As you can see I kinda have no particular style, 'cuz I like the dirty south style with lots of colours and even more jewelry ( think Angela Simmons ) But I also like the soft style with very little colour and really girlie, and boho( think olsens ). And since school started I just kinda been dull and casual 'cuz I could't decide. Well for the new year I hope to finally found my thing again and then I can post looks of myself that I actually like. Ok. lotta crap but I think the last look up here just combined all those things so she's my winner! x

21-12-09

I am scared of lonely

I'm in this fight, and I'm swinging
And my arms are getting tired
I'm trying to beat this emptiness
but I'm running out of time
I'm sinking in the sand ,
And I can't barely stand
And I'm lost in this dream ,
I need you to hold me
I'm scared of lonely

I try to be patient,
but I'm hurting deep inside
And I can't keep waiting,
I need comfort late at night
And I can't find my way,
won't you lead me home
Cause I'm lost in this dream,
I need you to hold me
I'm scared of lonely

And I'm scared of be the only
Shadow I see along the wall
And I'm scared the only heart beat
I hear beating is my own
And I'm scared of being alone
I can't seem to breath when
I am lost In this dream,
I need you to hold me
I'm scared of lonely

I cry at night,
'cause my baby's too far, to be by my side
To wipe away these tears of mine,
so I hold my pillow tight
To imagine you,
I'll stretch your hand looking for mine
'Cause I'm lost in this dream ,
I need you to hold me
I'm scared of lonely

And I'm scared of be the only
Shadow I see along the wall
And I'm scared the only heart beat
I hear beating is my own
And I'm scared of being alone
I can't seem to breath when
I am lost In this dream,
I need you to hold me


I need your strength when nobody is around
Cause I'm tired of this emptiness I think I'm drowning
I can't be lonely
And I'm lost in this dream,
I need you to hold me
I'm scared of lonely

And I'm scared of be the only
Shadow I see along the wall
And I'm scared the only heart beat
I hear beating is my own
And I'm scared of being alone
I can't seem to breath when
I am lost In this dream,
I need you to hold me
I'm scared of lonely

And I'm scared of be the only
Shadow I see along the wall
And I'm scared the only heart beat
I hear beating is my own
And I'm scared of being alone
I can't seem to breath when
I am lost In this dream,
I need you to hold me
I'm scared of lonely

I'm scared of lonely
I'm scared of lonely

* I always cry when I hear this song, I guess I'm scared of lonely

May you rest in peace

20-12-09

Expect the best, be prepared for the worst, fuck what others think & do your own thing

Heeeeeey it's all snowy outside and I've been outside the whole day in a winterwonderland. My dog had a blast to, although she's a little tiny so in the beginning she had trouble keeping her head up above the snow ( she's a corgi, you know the doggies that the Queen of England has ) Ok. well anywhoo it was pretty dangerous on the road so it was advised not to go out. That was shitty because we were supposed to go to this concert. Well anyway I'll show you the snowy pictures later gotta go !

xx

Uber die Bergen und durch der Wald

jakandjil oldie

* oh and an explination for the titel, me and my friend willo tried to sing a dutch song in german.

Gotta love miss miroslava duma

greatest inspiration for a while now x

04-12-09

He said she said ...




Because we had fun, willo and I made cupcaes from heaven man. They were very tasty but a little heavy. Tomorrow is Sinterklaas and I'm not celibrating it 'cuz I'm too old. Anyway I like the atmosfere in the streets and happy faces. For christmas I'm gonna ask an straightener for my hair. See how that goes, huh santa ??
kissssss