Hi darlings, gosh I haven't been on my blog for a pretty long time now, I even forgot my password and everything.

Anyway I did want to explain a little bit, because I think I kind of owe you an explanation.

I've had an accident in 2010 and I'm in pain everyday, well I've learned how to kind of live with it, but it's far from ideal.

Now I've not been feeling well for almost 7 weeks and no one knows what's wrong with me, so I'm kind of in and out of hospitals for tests, but nothing has come out, now I've got 2 more next week and I hope it turns out just to be a stupid virus.

However I did get bloodresults back and it turns out I have abnormalities in my red bloodcells which is a hereditary disease, nothing to worry about, only if I ever have children and my ( then ) partner would have the same disease my children will get very sick or worse.

On top of that I am trying to go to a hospital in Germany to have a closer look at my whiplash ( here in Holland they don't really believe in whiplash, so any doctor I meet doesn't really believe me, which makes me go : WHY WOULD A HEALTHY TEENAGER FAKE PAIN FOR 3 YEARS!!!!!!???

Sorry for the shouting, anyway so I'm hoping to fly out there and maybe get better ( ughh that would be sooooo amazing )

That been said, as you can get from all this I spend most of my time in hospitals so my mind is not really focused on my blog or cute outfits, all that matters now is that I get better, that's all.

So I don't know when and from where I'll be posting, I might just throw one out there once in a while, but don't hate me when I don't ( can't )

I wish you all the health and happiness in the world darlings
see you soon